What am i to do?…
Sunday, April 17th, 2005What am i to do, when things get so miserable?
I’m so persistent, wanting to change things,.. so hopeful, that things can get better.
Dun understand how a person, whom i alwis thought was so strong, n so persistent, was actually born from, restraint… and feels helpless agaisnt that very restraint…
rebellious me….
hate to conform, hate conservativeness…. fights for freedom, fights for diversity, fights for, the rights of choice… yes, thats me, just me, all alone in this whole wide world. think i can change the world? hahaha..how ambitious of me. lest see if i can even change some people close to me…
actually, im so depressed now, u c. cause i have depressed someone, digging out the worms n uglies in his life… n the more i say, the more ugly it gets. so stupid of me u might think, n i should just shut up. but no, im not the type who could just shut up n b contend. thats just not me, n thats just not the way the world should b. isn’t it? i dare say i have fought with pain n tears for this little freedom and courage of mine, n i do not give it up just like that.
but yea, ppl still insist, cos they can’t take the truth n they cannot handle the pain… and for peace of mind’s sake, i guess i’ll just leave ppl to themselves for a while….
